Why am I so self-destructive, I throw my hands up, I say fuck it
Go down a road of hopelessness and then I hope for somethin´
But there ain´t nothin´ there, only the lonely road is

I know it´s always open, doesn´t hold no grudges or emotions

It just holds a spot for you when you get overloaded
It´s like it´s waiting on us, it´s always hangin´ over
Just waiting for us to throw it in just a moment´s notice
And it´ll always be right there to catch you at your lowest

And then we relapse, spendin´ nights talkin´ bout how we need rehab
We say me messed up, but sit back, and we laugh
´Cause it´s easier than hearing real feedback
Or talking bout the homies that we lost that we can´t get back

Sad clowns up in a concrete circus
Tryna chase our dreams, tryna fulfill this purpose
We never get a chance to find out where the hurt is
So we say fuck the world and then we draw the curtains

Numb the pain inside to feel alright, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care
Rage and fight to feel alive, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care

We bottle it up with bottles and drugs and lots of this stuff

It´s costing us love and blocking our light
Lockin´ us up, we losin´ the fight, but talkin´ it up
And actin´ like we livin´ the life, but we really not

We terrified of dyin´ from these additions we hidin´
Getting high and staying up in the night and we writing
Love letters to the ones in our lives
In case we overdose in the night, damn

A grim reality this fentanyl´s in everything
It´s Russian Roulette, but this addiction´s got it grab on me
We losing people every day it´s such a fuckin´ tragedy

I´ve been floating in the clouds, it´s time to get some gravity

God have some mercy on my sanity, get me back to happy me
I´m fuckin´ up my relationship
This man has been the love of my life
The light of my life, I´m pushing him right, out of the door
And I can´t put up no fight

Numb the pain inside to feel alright, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care
Rage and fight to feel alive, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care

Numb the pain inside to feel alright, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care
Rage and fight to feel alive, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care

Numb the pain inside to feel alright, screamin´
Fuck the world I don´t care, fuck the world I don´t care

We bottle it up with bottles and drugs and lots of this stuff
It´s costing us love and blocking our light
Lockin´ us up, we losin´ the fight, but talkin´ it up
Actin´ like we livin´ the life, but we really not