You say I should be actinĀ“ like a lady I donĀ“t really feel that "ladylike" lately Can you blame me? Kinda feel like a beast raginĀ“ Been betrayed, been Pushed to the edge, IĀ“ve been patient
ThatĀ“s an understatement, man the way I Dealt with all this hatred, like a saint I should have a halo over my head; IĀ“ve been an angel Everybody else, they would snapped and made Ā“em pay for it Everybody get away with everything, donĀ“t get bitter, get better then Yeah, I get it man, easier said, itĀ“s irrelevant FeelinĀ“ like I need a sedative, maybe sessions with the reverend I donĀ“t even really know what IĀ“m getting at I just need to get it off my chest before I let it snap Push aside my better half, give Ā“em a taste of they own medicine IĀ“ma make Ā“em take the whole bottle, thatĀ“s a lot to swallow
Swimming or sinking? Swimming or sinking? I think I could sink to they level I have been treading in water forever Nothing is making this seem any better Daydreaming about the revenge I could get I wonder if IĀ“ll feel any better? Nah, forget it, it wonĀ“t be effective IĀ“ll get my aggression away with this pen and this paper
IĀ“m magma, magma Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there? And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger Made of magma, magma
Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there? And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger Made of magma
Why is this happening? Am I attracting it? Everybody that I put my trust in throw it back at me Blow up in my face and point and laugh at me And IĀ“m trying not to let it capture me, taint my personality And I know thereĀ“s gotta be peace in anarchy And good people still left up in this humanity I just havenĀ“t met any, Ā“course I have, everyoneĀ“s a friend of me
A few bad seeds make an energy, and trust issues develop And I canĀ“t choose to let it, I would refuse the headache Believe me; you can bet IĀ“d rather be cool and friendly Then have this wall built up tall, to protect me ItĀ“s getting stupid heavy What do I do to get me, back to my roots already? When I was just a youth who still trusted many I donĀ“t trust too many; I donĀ“t trust you too What you tryna do? What you tryna get from me?
IĀ“m magma, magma Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there?
And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger Made of magma, magma Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there? And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger Made of magma
You couldnĀ“t walk, a mile in these heels, youĀ“d fall off And itĀ“s lonely at the top Ā“Cuz the high road is a road most donĀ“t walk they just talk And they go for the jugular, duck and cover Suckers take a low blow to the crotch
IĀ“m about to make a boatload of this doe, watch And IĀ“ ma about do it all with no low blows and a clean conscience Hearing me? Listen, this is a therapy session Music is medicine, I can attest to this, IĀ“m the living proof, evidence Owe this shit to my penmanship Almost felt like just ending it, givinĀ“ up on fuckinĀ“ everything Blowing up on every enemy, this is vengeance, this is prevention This is revenge without catching a sentence I have seen homies put drugs in they veins Drink till they blackout to blackout the shame I have done bumps and been pumped up for days And got drunk and been numb and IĀ“ve suffered the same Once I wake up, still confronted with pain
What surprise it does not go away Not with the drugs, not money, not fame And not with the violence and not with the revenge
IĀ“m magma, magma Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there? And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger Made of magma, magma Tell me what IĀ“m supposed to do with all of this anger? ThereĀ“s nowhere to hide when itĀ“s inside of you, ainĀ“t there? And thereĀ“s nowhere to run when you the one thatĀ“s the danger