Knife crimes is near a record high With more than forty blade offenses every day in London At a youth club in South London not far from where someone was stabbed less that twenty-four hours ago
The outline to direct link between violent crimes, social exclusion and austerity A study by City Hall found that London has seen an increase in 71% in victims of serious youth violence since 2012 The Mayor says this is linked to an increase in poverty And the highest rates of violence take place in some of the poorest boroughs
Look, I bet them boys think I´m panickin´ Check what my young Gs are carrying His blade same length as a javelin I don´t know about B-ball or what´s happenin´ But know that it´s fucked if he travellin´ and we see him I can´t lie, I was depressed at phases I was nineteen when the team nearly left him faceless
Hopin´ that we never left no traces You know when you´re so damn tired in your house But you can´t sleep ´cause you got pendin´ cases I used to love temptin´ fate, but now it´s temptin´ faces For half my career I was part of that My best friend got a burner, and it´s lookin´ like an artifact Put it in your puffer or your Prada hat Like fuck panic, that´s a heart attack Yeah, it´s like, life so fucked in the time that we´re in We´re fightin´ the world, and we´re fightin´ within Somali dad ran away from a war Now his son´s in a war, that´s the cycle we´re in I know niggas that didn´t do time in a bin That have never had freedom of mind, are you sick?
´Round here main way to provide for your kin Is in a flick blade, little push bike and a sim In London a place where it´s nicer to live Is only five minutes out from the guys on the strip Where man make yay´ work, heard he´s a soldier I know that nigga hasn´t got balls like Grey Worm As I grow older, change of perspective I gotta stay loyal to my girl, that´s the trait she was blessed with Restaurants, raves with my bredrins Life´s too short, so we gotta turn up Man talk on my ting for the ´Gram, it´s intrusive I never really thought ´bout taking a life ´Til I found out my ex-girl´s dad is abusive I felt "How could I be man and not do shit?" I´m on the way there now, and I don´t wanna lose it
But fightin´ her battle´s only hurtin´ the girl How can I protect her from the world When I couldn´t even protect her from myself? On my grandmother´s grave, shit happens again I put a knife through a family friend Most the women that I know had shit happen to them So innocent ´til guilty, ain´t somethin´ I have to respect I think back to my youth and I was so ungrateful How many of our parents had dreams they abandoned so they could put food on the table? Intelligent, worthy and able, that´s somebody´s parent You know? And that affected the way that I see shit Night club toilet, you peed on the seat ´Cause you don´t know how it feels when your mom´s gotta clean shit
And her boss treats her like she don´t even mean shit And she gotta wait for the bus in the rain and it´s freezin´ And Mrs. said that you would never be shit And you don´t wanna cry about dad, but you need him I grew up so fucked, but I didn´t even deep it I´m numb to the feelin´ of grievin´ And man gettin´ birded African moms on the floor, just screamin´ It´s mad cah I try so hard Death´s got to be easy, ´cah life´s so hard I was twelve wishin´ that I was a white man, hard Cah if I was then they probably wouldn´t life mans darg I was dead broke, fam, I couldn´t swipe mans card
And time might pass, but I still gotta stay with it It wasn´t his beef, but I see him try claimin´ it That´s why he caught a bullet with another man´s name on it Now he can´t do leg day or put strain on it Every time you hear me freestyle, I put pain in it I used to wonder "Does God have favorites?" Touch me, it´s dangerous, I wouldn´t play with it ´Cause you can go sleep, and have a different type of wake for it I miss my dawgs, unstable You violate Chris? Then rah, turn Chris Benoit Have him hit from far, nah Fill ´em up with bricks and glass, nah My young Gs will grip, then blast Have you tried in the street? Fuck findin´ my feet
I could ride, but it´s better when I´m ridin a beat My emotions are peak, it ain´t a sign of defeat or the weak I would´ve **** you, then cried in my sleep Dropped just two racks and told them "Buy the machine" I´m LeBron in Miami, I provide for the heat God strike me if I´m lyin´, I ain´t cryin´ in this beef Unless the tears comin´ tatted on the side of my cheek I provide for my peeps, the Lamb´ white in the seats So I´m literally a wolf disguised in a sheep You have five figure dreams, I have five figure sleep Five hours more than enough time that I need
Man want a fair fight, but I ain´t on it when I see him Fuck honour, this revolver is onomatopoeic Let it "Stut-tut-tut-tut-tut-tut-ter" when you see him Free Scalez, Free C and free my niggas ´til I see ´em I wouldn´t wanna be him My old Gs roamin´, I don´t need a coliseum You see it? So I´m playin´ it good, let hood politics stay in the hood Fuck the internet, you see this new generation The Insta beef and I ain´t into speakin´ When I duck down I had him runnin´ in a lift like he missed a meetin´ There´s no good reason to risk your freedom
The yutes dem snitch and bitches sneakin´ She don´t wanna talk ´bout friendships She just wanna deal with the pipe like I´m fixin´ leakin´ And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen Where I´m from the word "Life" has a different meanin´ Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin´ Try involve me in a flakey dealin´ Sistine Chapel, I´ma paint the ceilin´ I been violated and I hate the feelin´ That´s why nowadays man hates the preachin´ We smile in the visit, ´cause we ain´t defeated The Supreme Court´s where my mates appealin´ I can´t breed that girl, that´s torture South London, it´s just slags on the corner And influencers tryna bag them a baller She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura Her socials say princess, she a pauper When it´s time for it, need more for my daughter Call me a talker, but man are gettin´ lined like lambs in the slaughter It´s life-threatening and I can tell from the borer Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us It´s conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order Touch me, better have a life insurer Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life? Where I´m from, you get cheffed on a normal night Men talk on my name, but it´s porkie pies I really put it in a prick like a porcupine Little bro wanna save for a .45 Go board a flight, there´s more to life Yutes on the M6 all the time We don´t need TFL for a northern line All the best politicians been taught to lie Where do they buy cocaine when they´re snorting white? Are their dealers safe or on the borderline? It´s ironic, ´cause we don´t where to draw the line Man see Blue Story, they´re mortified Man see Scarface and it´s glorified ´Cause when you´re black, everything gets scrutinized That´s why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized South London, man are gettin´ euthanized I see a yutes demise, I wasn´t too surprise He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived Don´t die by a sword that you used to shine You can drown for your king, you don´t know about Ophelia Cah we got iron, I don´t know about anaemia I took the hard road, we don´t know ´bout the easier One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia This ain´t Libya, this ain´t Syria You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it Never done a gameshow or trivia I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did Becah I could have been a prisoner Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners? Road ain´t no amazing life The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time I tell my young Gs "Take your time" Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine Yo, I´m so ashamed of how I used to get figures Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit And then they leave out the parts where you´re burying your niggas Or in jail, wonderin´ who´s puttin´ dick in your Mrs I´m so fuckin´ determined I was in intensive care when I was born, mommy fell down the stairs Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin´ uncertain I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted You see, growin´ up I had it far from perfect But nobody did, so I´m a normal person I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels Or maybe it´s me A black yutes more than a face on a screen A number on a laptop or name on a sheet We got stories to tell and got places to be From my heart, that´s the makin´ of me
I was really about to lose I sat on my hands I struggled ´cause I didn´t want to suffer again I just wanted, didn´t wanna make my son upset I went to ??? I tried so much, we have no strength I was in detention counsel for months, I didn´t give up I was not even twenty when I left Africa I was determined to survive I was determined to survive I didn´t have anybody, nobody was ready to help me You was six weeks old, this is when we left from Africa I was on the streets for three years Nobody let me eat, nobody in this nation I couldn´t pay my rent, gettin´ deported I didn´t give up, I carried on everywhere
Traduction
Les crimes à l´arme blanche atteignent un niveau record Avec plus de quarante agressions au couteau par jour à Londres Dans un club pour jeunes du sud de Londres, non loin de là où quelqu´un a été poignardé il y a moins de vingt-quatre heures
Se profile le lien direct entre crimes violents, exclusion sociale et austérité Une étude menée par la mairie a révélé que Londres a connu une augmentation de 71% du nombre de victimes de violences graves parmi les jeunes depuis 2012 Selon le maire, ce serait lié à une hausse de la pauvreté Et les taux de violences les plus élevés auraient lieu dans certains des quartiers les plus pauvres
Écoute, je parie que ces mecs croient que je panique Regarde ce que mes jeunes gangsters transportent Sa lame est aussi longue qu´un javelot Je ne sais pas ce qu´il en est pour le ballon de basket ou ce qui se passe
Mais sache que c´est foutu s´il se déplace et qu´on le voit Je ne sais pas mentir, j´étais déprimé, c´était par phases J´avais dix-neuf ans quand l´équipe a failli le laisser défiguré Espérant qu´on n´avait jamais laissé de traces Tu sais, quand tu es si fatigué dans ta maison Mais que tu ne peux pas dormir parce que tu as des affaires en cours J´adorais tenter le destin, mais maintenant, j´aime tenter les visages Pendant la moitié de ma carrière, j´ai fait partie de ça Mon meilleur ami a un portable prépayé, et il ressemble à un artefact Mets-le dans ton inhalateur ou ton chapeau Prada Comme une putain de panique, c´est une crise cardiaque
Oui, c´est comme si la vie était totalement foutue à la période que l´on vit On combat le monde et combat à l´intérieur Le papa somalien a fui une guerre Maintenant, son fils est en guerre, voilà le cycle dans lequel on est inscrit Je connais des mecs qui n´ont jamais fait de prison Qui n´ont jamais connu la liberté d´esprit, t´es malade ? Par ici, le principal moyen de subvenir aux besoins de ta famille Tient dans un rapide coup de lame, un petit vélo et une carte sim À Londres, un endroit où il fait meilleur vivre On n´est qu´à cinq minutes des types sur le périph Où les mecs font circuler la cocaïne, j´ai entendu dire que le fameux fils est un soldat
Je sais que ce type n´a pas les couilles de Grey Worm À mesure que je vieillis, je change de perspective Je dois rester fidèle à ma chérie, c´est la caractéristique dont elle a été dotée Restaurants, les rave parties avec mes frères La vie est trop courte, alors il faut refaire surface Le mec parle de ma vie sur Instagram, c´est intrusif Je n´ai jamais vraiment envisagé de prendre une vie Jusqu´à ce que je découvre que le père de mon ex copine était abusif Je me disais : "Comment je pourrais être un homme et ne pas faire de la merde ?" Je suis en route sur ma voie, et je ne veux pas perdre la tête
Mais mener le combat de ma copine ne fait que la blesser Comment puis-je la protéger du monde Alors que je n´ai même pas pu la protéger de moi ? Sur la tombe de ma grand-mère, la merde recommence J´ai poignardé un ami de la famille La plupart des femmes que je connais ont eu des problèmes De l´innocence à la culpabilité, il n´y avait rien que je devais respecter En repensant à ma jeunesse, j´étais si ingrat Combien de nos parents avaient des rêves qu´ils ont dû abandonner pour pouvoir mettre de la nourriture sur la table ? Intelligent, digne et capable, c´est le parent de quelqu´un
Tu sais ? Et ça a affecté ma façon de voir les choses Dans les toilettes des boîtes de nuit, tu pissais sur le siège Parce que tu ne sais pas ce que ça fait quand c´est ta mère qui doit nettoyer ta merde Que son patron la traite comme si elle ne valait rien Qu´elle doit attendre le but sous la pluie ou dans le froid Et que madame Machin disait que tu ne serais jamais rien Et tu ne veux pas pleurer à propos de ton père, mais tu as besoin de lui J´ai grandi en étant tellement détruit, mais je n´ai même pas plongé Je suis insensible au sentiment de deuil Et le mec se fait observer
Les mères africaines sont par terre, elles ne font que crier C´est fou, j´ai beau faire des efforts La mort doit être si facile parce que la vie est si dure À l´âge de douze ans, je souhaitais être un homme blanc, de toutes mes forces [...] J´étais grave fauché, chère famille, je ne savais même pas voler sa carte de crédit (la carte de l´homme blanc) Et le temps a beau passer, je dois toujours vivre avec ça Ce n´était pas son problème, mais je le vois essayer de réclamer son argent C´est pour ça qu´il a pris une balle avec le nom d´un autre homme dessus Maintenant, il ne peut plus tenir une journée sur ses jambes ou faire des efforts avec
Je me demandais : "Dieu a-t-il des favoris ?" Touche-moi, c´est dangereux, je ne jouerais pas avec ça Parce que tu peux t´endormir et te réveiller différemment Mes copains me manquent, instable Tu violes Chris ? Alors rah, deviens Chris Benoît Fais-le buter de loin, non Remplis-le de briques et de verre, non Mes jeunes gangsters vont s´accrocher, puis exploser Tu as essayé dans la rue ? Va te faire voir, à essayer de me trouver Je pourrais rouler, mais je suis meilleur quand je compos un beat Mes émotions sont intenses, ce n´est pas un signe de défaite ou de faiblesse Je t´aurais..., puis j´aurais pleuré dans mon sommeil J´ai laissé tomber deux mille dollars et je leur ai dit : "Achetez l´appareil" Je suis LeBron à Miami, je fournis les armes Que Dieu me foudroie si je mens, je ne pleurerai pas dans cette bagarre À moins que les larmes ne viennent s´imprimer sur le coin de la joue Je subviens aux besoins de mes amis : une Lamborghini avec des sièges blancs Donc, je suis littéralement un loup déguisé en agneau Tu as des rêves à cinq chiffres, j´ai un sommeil à cinq chiffres Cinq heures, c´est plus qu´assez de temps qu´il me faut Le mec veut un combat équitable, mais je ne suis pas là-dedans quand je le vois Putain d´honneur, ce revolver est onomatopéique Laisse-le "bégayer" quand tu le verras Qu´on libère Scalez, qu´on libère C et qu´on libère mes amis jusqu´à ce que je les voie Je ne voudrais pas être lui Mon vieux gangster rôde dans les parages, je n´ai pas besoin d´un colisée Tu vois ça ? Alors, je la joue fair play, je laisse la politique de quartier rester dans le quartier J´emmerde internet, tu vois cette nouvelle génération Des clashs sur Insta et je ne suis pas d´humeur à parler Quand je m´esquive I had him runnin´ in a lift like he missed a meetin´ There´s no good reason to risk your freedom The yutes dem snitch and bitches sneakin´ She don´t wanna talk ´bout friendships She just wanna deal with the pipe like I´m fixin´ leakin´ And sleep with a legend like Chrissy Teigen Where I´m from the word "Life" has a different meanin´ Man smile in your face, but them niggas schemin´ Try involve me in a flakey dealin´ Sistine Chapel, I´ma paint the ceilin´ I been violated and I hate the feelin´ That´s why nowadays man hates the preachin´ We smile in the visit, ´cause we ain´t defeated The Supreme Court´s where my mates appealin´ I can´t breed that girl, that´s torture South London, it´s just slags on the corner And influencers tryna bag them a baller She a gold-digger, I can tell from her aura Her socials say princess, she a pauper When it´s time for it, need more for my daughter Call me a talker, but man are gettin´ lined like lambs in the slaughter It´s life-threatening and I can tell from the borer Cut through a nigga like a knife though flora Feds got the guys on a case and they stalk us It´s conspiracy like tinfoil hats and a new world order Touch me, better have a life insurer Blood thirsty, I got sharks in the water And trust me, I know a killer whale, no orca Have you ever seen a nightmare brought to life? Where I´m from, you get cheffed on a normal night Men talk on my name, but it´s porkie pies I really put it in a prick like a porcupine Little bro wanna save for a .45 Go board a flight, there´s more to life Yutes on the M6 all the time We don´t need TFL for a northern line All the best politicians been taught to lie Where do they buy cocaine when they´re snorting white? Are their dealers safe or on the borderline? It´s ironic, ´cause we don´t where to draw the line Man see Blue Story, they´re mortified Man see Scarface and it´s glorified ´Cause when you´re black, everything gets scrutinized That´s why they call it "Urban", it gets euphemized South London, man are gettin´ euthanized I see a yutes demise, I wasn´t too surprise He got soaked but his right hand scuba dived Don´t die by a sword that you used to shine You can drown for your king, you don´t know about Ophelia Cah we got iron, I don´t know about anaemia I took the hard road, we don´t know ´bout the easier One bag of whores and drug paraphernalia When ends got sticky, had a flicky with Emelia, I mean Olivia This ain´t Libya, this ain´t Syria You act sillier, we let it seep in your skin like Nivea Who wants to be a millionaire? I won it Never done a gameshow or trivia I done Wandsworth, Erlestoke visitor I done Springhill, Grendon, Swinfen, Whitemoor, Swaleside, Brixton visitor I done M-way trips, done shit that I wished I never did Becah I could have been a prisoner Is this the shit that appeals to the listeners? Road ain´t no amazing life The ends full of snakes and jails, just a waste of time I tell my young Gs "Take your time" Fuck Jazz, you can really see a major nine Yo, I´m so ashamed of how I used to get figures Man sell you a dream like the road tings lit And then they leave out the parts where you´re burying your niggas Or in jail, wonderin´ who´s puttin´ dick in your Mrs I´m so fuckin´ determined I was in intensive care when I was born, mommy fell down the stairs Whether I was gonna live or not was somethin´ uncertain I used the word "Fell", with the commas inverted You see, growin´ up I had it far from perfect But nobody did, so I´m a normal person I gotta be grateful, we all have demons and all see angels Or maybe it´s me A black yutes more than a face on a screen A number on a laptop or name on a sheet We got stories to tell and got places to be From my heart, that´s the makin´ of me
I was really about to lose I sat on my hands I struggled ´cause I didn´t want to suffer again I just wanted, didn´t wanna make my son upset I went to ??? I tried so much, we have no strength I was in detention counsel for months, I didn´t give up I was not even twenty when I left Africa I was determined to survive I was determined to survive I didn´t have anybody, nobody was ready to help me You was six weeks old, this is when we left from Africa I was on the streets for three years Nobody let me eat, nobody in this nation I couldn´t pay my rent, gettin´ deported I didn´t give up, I carried on everywhere