Tuesday, 23rd of January, 2018
I´m here with David
This is our first session
We´re just gonna talk about your background
Where you´re from, any issues you´ve been dealing with

So, where should we start?

Look
Stop all the pain
How do you stop all the pain, huh?
I used to hear a voice when I was praying
But nowadays, I don´t even wanna be saved
Nah, fuck that, I don´t wanna be saved
I was born to be wild, I don´t wanna be tamed
Talent´s in my blood and I don´t wanna be vain
But if I´m a psycho, then I don´t wanna be sane
I used to dream of this shit when I was hopping on train
So, so bad, I used to want all the fame
My ex-girl want to shoot a cover for Vogue
Which is pretty ironic ´cause she´s top of the range
If any one of you take a shot on a track

My niggas come back and put a shot in your frame
Easy as the alphabet
Three G´s in the ring, call me Alvarez
My teacher used to say I need counseling
Couldn´t stop asking me, "What do you feel?"
There´s so many old scars that they wanna reveal
We got off on the wrong foot ´cause I don´t want him to heal, nah
But if you´re looking for a psycho, you got one
I thought I had a screw loose but I lost one
Ninety-nine problems, money, it is not one
My currency´s Kenyan, that´s in it for the long run, huh
Tears on a pillow
Bro, I shed so many tears on a pillow
I used to tell my teachers that nobody gets it
I don´t know Clarke but I know that I´m a Kidult
´Cause my mummy ain´t been home, miss thinks I´m involved

Blame my environment, it made me a sicko
Furthermore, I should bring that bitch down to Streatham
And then make her spend a day in a veil like a widow
Kiddo, we seen swords longer than a limo
My bros are blacksmiths like Jaden and Willow
Man, there´s weapons over here, we´re reppin´ over here
We´re from the Southside but it´s Streatham over here
No telling if you´re selling, hold the wettin´ here
Get him over here, who the fuck is checkin´ over here?
Most my niggas are the ones applying pressure over here
Fuck assault, I can get a nigga peppered over here, whoa

We wanted more, then some food on the strip or moving a brick
My niggas went to school with the rich and we were broke
Hiding crow in a Rubicon drink
Which is funny ´cause that´s how we put food in the fridge
So, who am I?
Someone tryna live his best life
I just wanna take a pretty woman for a test drive
If I bring her to my room and I press, I
Guarantee she gonna see the force like an ex-wife
People tell me I´m a little bit barmy
For my army, I need a bottle of Bacardi
If it´s me and a pouch with my dargy
Shawty, you´re seeing two stars in the party
Fuck what you heard
I´m a pop boy and I ain´t giving man a turn

I don´t wanna know a pretty woman wanna flirt
Learned you can judge a nigga by the women that he curves
I love this game, I ain´t lost focus
I´m a hitmaker, if you ever noticed
I could be the rapper with the message like you´re hoping
But what´s the point in me being the best if no one knows it?
Brother I´m a careful, humble, reckless, arrogant, extravagant
Nigga probably battlin´ with manic depression
Man, I think I´m going mad again
It´s like I´m happy for a second then I´m sad again
And to my fans, the reason I could get to this
You´re my drug, the instrumental my therapist
Man, I need some therapy

My girl saying that she´ll never leave
I´m scared she gonna find a better me
Deeper insecurities, like
What if I don´t leave a legacy?
Money, why they check for me?
Mummy lost respect for me
I wish we could be together but that ain´t how life works
I used to cry about my dad until my fucking eyes burnt
Nose running, you don´t know nothing
Before I put a penny on the table, I provided for my family
Held my mother´s hand through the agony, hey
You ever fall ´sleep ´case you don´t wanna be awake?
In a way, you´re tired of the reality you face?
If you´re thinking ´bout doing it

Suicide doesn´t stop the pain, you´re only moving it
Lives that you´re ruining
Thoughts of a world without you in it, hiding
I ain´t psycho but my life is