I met God, just for a minute
Sat in His house, took a look around
And saw I didn´t fit in
I tried love, gave me something to believe in
Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart

Just to end up leaving

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it´s like to be fine without pretending
That my skin isn´t crawling
My demons aren´t calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?

I got high (I got high)
You name it, I´ve tried it (You name it, I´ve tried it)
Sure, I´m sober now
And everybody´s proud
But I miss my vices
And I tried to be your hero (And I tried to be your hero)
I lent you my voice

I was your poster child
It was working for a while
But it didn´t fill the void

Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending?
Will I ever know what it´s like to be fine without pretending that my skin isn´t crawling
My demons aren´t calling and tearing me to shreds
Am I gonna die trying to find my happy, find my happy ending?

Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Find my happy ending
Woah-oh, woah-oh, woah-oh
Trying to find my happy ending