All of these things I do Hurt the people I love the most More than poetic words
This is the truth that my instincts say not to share with you
Caught in this double life It´s good versus evil and wrong versus right They´re all raging inside of me And I can´t tell which one I want to be
I wish you could feel the way I feel It hurts enough for me to know it´s real
I stay strong But this world just weighs on me Dollar signs, tear-filled eyes, and no sleep
Yeah, the weight of the world The weight of the world´s pushing down Tearing me apart
Ripping through the mind and heart
Sometimes I wish I could be Like every fucking boring loser around me Instead I picked the hard way And now I´m struggling to keep This life from crushing, crushing me I´ve spread myself too thin And it´s too late to run Wish I could disappear Wish I could fade into dust
You try to act like you know me But you´ll never know what I think ´Cause if you did then you´d understand I love you more with every breath that I take
I stay strong
But this world just weighs on me Dollar signs, tear-filled eyes, and no sleep
Yeah, the weight of the world The weight of the world´s pushing down Tearing me apart Ripping through the mind and heart