More than I had in mind
More than I wish I knew
And now it´s near on me
Some rush of red fear
And my worst old times look fine from here

I know you walked this route
And you might help me out
You said what´s done is done
I can´t turn the hand ´round
But still it looks a long way down

Oh man, was it that much better then?
We were left alone, we were proud of our pain
And so I want to walk out in the night
See the wide young river flood rain

We´re not on one straight line
I made my own way through
And when the track goes cold
I´ll know that it´s true
That rebirth won´t work like it used to

Oh man, was it that much better then?
We were left alone, we were proud of our pain
And so I want to walk out in the night
See the wide young river flood rain

And I can´t let go
Of a lot I´ve left
I´m holding nothing
But what I kept
And it all got dimmer
Each passing step
And I need you with me
And you read the writ
Are you now insisting
Is it not worth it?
But I´ve got no option
I inherited this and I´m overcome

That´s that, we´re a long way from the past
I´ll be better off in a year or in two