Smokin´ on the loudest out
Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
Goin´ till a pound is out
We all got problems too proud to pout
More than ´99, I ain´t about to count

Takin´ long walks when I´m out and about
Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
Used to look for direction, till I found a route
Wonder how the charts feel
Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
Everyday I´m here I try to write songs
Cause I know the beat´ll longer than my heart will
Yeah, tryna see every state
No white lighters, hope I see 28
You can tell my girl i´mma be runnin´ late
Can´t tell how much longer she´s gonna wait
A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
She could probably do better than me
Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
Who takes care of her and never leaves
Man, shit I try my best
Nobody here for me to try and impress

I´d rather chase a dream
Than be content to sit behind a desk
I used to live with the highest stress
But fuck it, I digress
Just believe

Lately I´ve been losing sleep
Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
No one to talk to, I use the beat
A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
My intake of booze is steep
Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
I think I took a few this week
I´m trying to adjust to the hugest leap
I´m living off this music, here
But I´m afraid of failing
That´s the truth, sincere
My anxiety is getting too severe

But I ain´t giving up, there´s no excuses here
Dying young might be my truest fear
But now my future´s bright and my view is clear
Told her i´mma get it, i´mma do it, dear
There´s no way in hell I could lose this year
I worked 10 years ´fore it ever paid off
You don´t know what I had to trade off
I shed tears when my moms got laid off
Life´s never fair, it never plays soft
I´mma go get it, I´mma do it for my folks
Every day I´m out, man I always do the most
You would do the same shit if you was on the ropes
Shit gets realer when you zooming up close
Just believe