Yeah A quick trip to NOLA to catch up with some old friends
Yeah, I copped the whip and then next day, start thinkin´ âbout the next one
Like I ain´t satisfied, in my head, I start second guessin´ Appreciate where you at, I still ainât learned the lesson Compare myself without realizin´ that I´m the blessed one My good days and my bad days, they seem to keep on switchin´ Most artists sound don´t feel like me, but you don´t pay attention Don´t talk about alcoholism, don´t talk about addiction Donât talk about mental health, donât talk about depression Spend hours scrollin´ my socials, and I compare myself See all the things I donât like in me, I can´t bear myself
The voice in my head keeps talkin´, wish I ain´t hear myself And in the depths of my darkness, sometimes I scare myself Is it ever good enough? Is the work I put enough? Is it goinâ pop? Is it too soft or is it hood enough? Nina Simone never could have been misunderstood enough It´s all there, you just gotta look enough (You know?)
Is it good enough? ´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Uh) Is it good enough? (Yeah) Somebody show me the remedy (Uh, uh) Is it good enough? I remember when you said to me
´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? ´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Oh no)
The questions we ask ourselves The things we don´t talk about out loud (Yeah, uh)
I fell out with all my exes, now they´re cursing his name Chasin´ ghosts and memories, I think I´m searchin´ in vain I self-medicate sometimes, they said it works for the pain Sacrifice the personal life while tryna work for this fame I put my personal gain, before the people I love And now I´m here askin´ myself while 20 deep in the club
Who really loves me for me or who´s just here for the clout? If I had to guess, it´s 50/50 just to even it out, I´m ramblin´ Back on topic since they gave me the floor The point´s appreciate the present, I just wait here for more And I been starting days with writing lists what I´m grateful for We´re like some heroes to these kids, I drag my cape on the floor We lost Nipsey and I cried 100 tears in my room Let´s celebrate our heroes now, not just when they´re gone too soon (Yeah) I´m thinking back on it now But don´t get so caught up too much you miss the spectacular now (Let´s go, uh)
Is it good enough? ´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Uh) Is it good enough? (Yeah) Somebody show me the remedy (Uh, uh) Is it good enough? I remember when you said to me ´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? ´Cause if not now, when will it ever be? (Oh no)