I´m not my best today And I´d be lying if I said it´s probably a phase I was born with a case Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray
I need to know why I´m Jekyll and Hyde I wanna know what is up with me? I need to know why I have these ugly sides I get despicable for sure I´d rather not have it show Does that make me unlovable?
I feel it creeping up on me when I´m not watching Uninvited, always there in my subconscious There are parts of me I ghost I suppress them for the most If I could make them all go quiet, that´d be something
Keep calm and carry on Wise words to live by, but I´m likely doing it all wrong
I can shine like the sun But if I don´t get it my way, next thing you know, the storm is on
I need to know why I´m boiling inside I am the worst of me sometimes I need to know why I have these ugly sides I get despicable for sure I´d rather not have it show I can be cute and loveable
I feel it creeping up on me when I´m not watching Uninvited, always there in my subconscious There are parts of me I ghost I suppress them for the most If I could make them all go quiet, that´d be something
Awesome Awesome
Um, I don´t know, I think I I think I allow myself to be rude and mean to the people I love the most and The people I love the most are the ones who get the worst of me And I don´t like that, why is it like that? I don´t know I´m dropping a new podcast soon so you can hear the rest of it