And that´s great

Bite my tongue in New York
I´m quick to get obsessed, even faster to get upset

I don´t want to live like this anymore
Phobie d´impulsion
Is there more now than what was?
Will I ever live down what I´ve done?

I don´t go to parties ´cause everyone´s watching
I´m thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
´Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I

Good Lord, I´ve tried
But my kingdom comes, will You please read me my rights?
´Cause it´s done
And I´m scared as fuck, but I´m scared as fuck all the time
And I´m young

But I´ve done enough, yeah, I´ve done enough, and it´s fine
If this is giving up, then I´m giving up, but I tried
Oh, I tried
(I don´t go to parties at all)

I don´t go to parties ´cause everyone´s watching
I´m thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
´Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I

Good Lord