I´ve been fighting with myself way too long
Need to quit it, like it´s quidditch with the golden balls
And I know my best friends don´t care at all
And I´ma watch them fall like the Berlin Wall

And I said what I said, they don´t know what I mean
And I´ve been losing friends and gaining enemies
And now they swearing that they know what´s best for me
They don´t know what I need
I need, I need

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an ex hoe that ain´t dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you werе next to me
I need an ex hoе that ain´t dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany

I wanna leave it behind

I wanna watch the whole world burn
Being friends with the devil has it´s perks
I wanna stab my skin until it fucking hurts
I wanna make them learn
I wanna, I wanna

Find myself in these mountains I call home
I need to know I am happy alone
I need to know, you kicked me while I´m low
And I need to know
Well, I need

Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me
I need an ex hoe that ain´t dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany
Freedom and ecstasy
I need a picture of you when you were next to me

I need an ex hoe that ain´t dead to me
I need you both dead, you and Stephany