I´m the youngest that I´ll ever be And the thought of that will always freak me out Such a far cry away from seventeen That girl I knew got lost somewhere somehow I´m on my third reincarnation
Expectations really beat me down Will anyone who listened then Still give a damn and listen to me now?
I´ve smashed every mirror that I´ve got I´ll take the twenty years bad luck I´ve pushed and pulled my stomach down Like losing weight would sort me out I´ve dyed my hair then cut it off I´ve played the pop star that I´m not I´ve tried hard not to hate myself Some things in life you just can´t help
I´ve struggled with self-confidence Am I still fucking relevant? The years are rushing me away ´Cause youth will triumph over grace I´ve loved and lost, then lost my mind
I tell myself I´m out of time I´m scared I´ve crossed the finish line Now I´m on the wrong side of twenty five
Hi, G I don´t know what you´re going through right now But I´m here for you, please talk I love you
Back living with my mum and dad The world has put me on my ass again And this might be a little much But I´ve not had sex for eighteen months, God damn
I´ve smoked just enough to choke my lungs My voice ain´t quite what it once was
I´ve cried under the fireworks When New Year´s took my new found love I´ve given my friends therapy Ironic, ´cause I´ve never been And God knows that I probably should If I wasn´t broke, I probably would
And dating is a mystery I wish someone would solve for me I curse these boys and blame it on them Fucked if really I´m the problem Is it time to face the music? Thirty hits and then you lose it Scared I´ve crossed the finish line Now I´m on the wrong side of twenty five