I go so hard, why I´m so hard, this on myself, kid I don´t talk a lot, still got a lot of shit I never said My ups and downs, this shit ain´t even, still stay level-head
I know they bleed just like I bleed, so I ain´t never scared Get paid for tragedy, put my plaque all on my deathbed, yeah I love my block and I been gone, but I ain´t never left, yeah Been holdin´ grudges on my daddy ´cause he ain´t never said sorry Put this metal on his melon, nigga ever say somethin´ Say somethin´, got a thing for red rum In my head so messed up, when I think Get in the car and pull out, that bitch lift up Heart been broke so many times like how the hell I still love? Yeah They could never take somethin´ God gave me, got a heart Believe in me, I had it hard, don´t go against me
I be tryna act happy around my son, he feed off energy I be seein´ the hurt inside my mama, shit be killin´ me I been busy, Lord, just let my sisters know I got ´em Niggas with me, these more like my brothers, not my partners, yeah I wish Dre could see me now, it hurt me when they shot him dead Watchin´ out for snakes inside my grass, these niggas copperheads Ridin´ in my cars, I know I´m legal But I ain´t tryna go to jail, so I still watch for 12 Got Ash and Pluck, this shit forever, it got me outta jail Collect calls to my mama, sayin´ I´ll never tell
Mama, you raised me well Mama raised me right, I did wrong on my own Got a house in every county, but I can´t call this place home, it ain´t my block 2200, it´s on my eyes and this shit locked Ghost all on my gun, no serial number, but this a Glock, nigga Rel, I blame myself that I couldn´t save you I´m still tryna figure out where they had chased you And that shit killed you, and this shit killed me I´m good, my kids love me, I don´t care about who fear me They think where we come from, we ain´t got hearts, we still cry If niggas tried this shit two years ago, we still slidin´ This shit off my head, this real pain, I don´t steal lines
Still say to my mama sorry that I chose violence This shit won´t stop, mama Catch him outside and gotta spin they block, mama But my neck water like the bottom of the dock, mama Know what go around come around just like a clock, mama That mean if I spin, I go again until they shot, mama I still make shit happen And I pray that God judge me off my heart, not my actions I go to sleep and I see demons Please don´t wake me up, I´m fightin´ ´em off, I´m still dreamin´ Woah And I don´t care to be the hardest I´m tusk tough just like a walrus
And this on gang, we ain´t the gang that you want war with Nothin´ don´t last forever, but while I´m here, I´ma enjoy it, I´m lyin´ I worked so hard for all this money to give ´em every dime Can´t say you call me and I ain´t pick up, nigga, every time Just one more strike and then I´m out, shit, I´m like Barry Bonds Shit, I got rich, prepared for war, I bought like every gun Tryna save my niggas, they so deep, shit, they won´t leave the slums I say I love you, then I mean it, I ain´t tryna lead you on Before I ever do you wrong, baby, I´ll leave you ´lone