I used to be a human being
Now I live in the way
You used to sin on me, like the rain
Take what´s left of me in my free time

Just take a look at my hands
What can they do now
All these years of hard work
And they can do nothing now

Fear takes over me
What am I doing to change it now
You found a way to measure me
Big, beautiful, and made up

I tried reading books
But that skill eludes me now
Oh I don´t know how
I don´t know how
I don´t know how
No I don´t know how

My dreams are filled with snippets of codes

I spent hours a day in a panic mode
Am I bound to succeed?
Am I running behind?
My brain is atrophied, my eyes are going blind

I am naked all the time
I am burning inside
I am a voice no one can hear
I am drifting for years
I am the ocean
I am the moon
I am dying far too soon
I am the needle
And I am the wall
I grew hands and tall
I am sorry for my mistakes
I´ll take in one more breath