I woke this mornin´ undecided My demons takin´ over my life, yeah Sooner or later it´s a family divided These patterns gettin´ hard to hide, yeah
They say I should be satisfied They tell me I got the world, but that´s a lie I wished the way I feel could be pacified, sometimes I wish I was somebody Anybody but myself Oh, I wish I was somebody Anybody but myself
If I told you I´m ´bout to break would you look at me different? Character out of place, would I lose your attention? Let me know your intentions, cause lately I been watchin´ everybody It´s apparent that transparency never seen monotony Got off of tour, lookin´ for closure
Mixin´ emotion of bein´ grateful and feelin´ like some of y´all gettin´ over What´s a puppet on stage, singin´ and dancin´ ablaze? But trading his worth, distorted by the money that´s made A slave with a verse, I feel like Prince Rogers I feel liberation is free, I feel I should miss the Oscars Are you celebrating me as the artist or just a profit? A question I have for the ones around me that´s turnin´ toxic My lungs been heavy from all the smokescreen boobytraps Reminiscin´ on what it was, and knowin´ that this ain´t that I vision a rock in a hard place
Hope my daughter isn´t born with a piece of my heartbreak You know stress carries on and your kids reap the mistakes that you made And I admit that I can be dismissive if I can´t relate And I admit that I only commit to start playin´ games And I admit that I´m bad at talkin´ myself out of shame But who´s to blame when the crowds stop cheerin´ and they passin´ dirty looks? I now understand that I´ll never be understood
Isolation didn´t work for me (Work for me) Socializing didn´t work for me Prayed about it, didn´t work for me (Work for me) You can´t cure this disease
The pain too traumatic for relief Pull up the curtains, let the audience see
I wish I was somebody (Somebody else, oh, somebody else, oh) Anybody but myself (Somebody else, oh) Oh, I wish I was somebody (Somebody else, oh) Anybody but myself