Am about to tell you a story I have never shared I´ve always kept it to my self
Hopefully mtaniskiza
A traumatic experience And no, am not asking for your help But hii kitu iliniumiza Listen up
But just before you scroll ngonja Hii stori nadhani inaeza fikia all borders Wanna tell you about this gal called Ruby Jezebel A.K.A empress, queen of Golgotha
Fine gyal originally she was from Nakuru But upon kufika Nai she settled in Buruburu She was 19 I guess siko sure about the age But the first time we met ilikuwa ni Buru stage
I was in fourth form nilikuwa nimetoka funkie Aquinas
Nikingojea mat ya Oyole inishukishie Masimba She was alone rocked in a blue blouse and some jeans Am like this gotta be the hottest gal I´ve ever seen
Started a conversation hoping I will see her later Since I didn´t have a phone she wrote her number on a paper Kufika home nikaomba mother simu ndio nimcall That´s how we started vibing ju nilikuwa nishafall
Told her mi bado stude na bado niko system She told me she is in college and a devoted christian Long story short, me and Ruby started dating
But coz she was slightly older bunch of people started hating
After kumada chuo me and her were still together I wasn´t sure that hii kitu ingelast forever Didn´t have a stable job, I was a part-time bouncer Slash rapper slash waiter wa kuserve watu kwa counter
Ruby was working in Westy, front desk She was earning more than me, I was hoping I won´t mess Coz most of the time, ye ndo alikuwa ananipa fare Hakuna siku ingepita kama Ruby hajaniombea
Then suddenly vitu zikaanza kuchange Ruby akaacha kwenda church Ruby akaanza kuwa strange
Ruby anaonekana Westy anabebebwa ndani ya Range But despite hizi mashida my love was still the same
I talked to her about it but she never seemed interested She didn´t care about the love that we had invested Ah Mashallah but a nigga never gave up I gave her time to think hoping we was gonna make up
Two months down the line Ruby hataki kuniona Heart broken I mean she almost left me in a comma She moved from Buruburu mpaka uptown Lavi Kazi ilikuwa tu saa ni kugeuza ma sugardaddy
She blocked me on her phone
So there is no way I coulda reach her That´s when I realized enyewe hii kitu imeisha And like a real man you know why I had to accept Coz a girl´s decision is something that you gotta respect
Yeah I was hurt but I moved on still Ruby was living her best life cz the dude had meals Popping bottles on the photos that she posted on the net I was laughed at coz I was getting roasted by my ex
Yeah I learned alot from that experience Stopped dating and when I date is wasn´t serious Coz sikutaka commitment, guess this what they mean´t
When they said ati vitu kwa ground ni different
Fast forward, three years later nikiwa kwa hao Got a call from Ruby akinirequest tumeet tao I agreed coz on the real I was curious She was my girl once, so vako singemkulia
Mpango za Mungu saa zingine hatuoni Imagine this is the same day that I also met with Boni And Ruby never showed up for the meeting Nikacatch kiasi coz pia simu alikuwa hashiki
I went back home nikicheka tu After kujiaibisha something I said I will never do Two days later nikiwa FB nikaamua kusearch Ruby Then I saw a post saying RIP alipass juzi
You see Ruby commited suicide on the same exact day Me and her were supposed to meet And this is after finding out that she had contracted HIV She also left me a letter, akiniambia pole And apologising for, you know what I had to go through After we separated, and I just feel so, I always feel upset about it Rest in Peace Ruby damn!
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