Swear I´m doing better
Yeah, I´m cleaning up this time
Started getting it together
Telling everyone I´m fine

But there´s a part of me that doesn´t wanna change, keep chasing highs
And the part of me that doesn´t learn keeps burning second tries

I don´t wanna live like this again
Always tell myself that it´s the end
Always gonna fall right back to it
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down, yeah
Always be the one I´m gonna blame
Never look at myself face to face
I feel like I´m dancing on my grave
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down
I´m going head first

If I´m going down, I´m going head first

I´m never getting it together

Yeah, I love it when it hurts
And I´m only feeling better
Yeah, when I just let it burn

There´s a part of me that doesn´t wanna change, keep chasing highs
And the part of me that doesn´t learn keeps burning second tries

I don´t wanna live like this again
Always tell myself that it´s the end
Always gonna fall right back to it
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down, yeah
Always be the one I´m gonna blame
Never look at myself face to face
I feel like I´m dancing on my grave
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down
I´m going head first

If I´m going down, I´m going head first

And I push it away, chasing runaways
Make another bad mistake ´cause I´m feeling lonely
I´ll push it away to another day
Feel like I don´t know me

I don´t wanna live like this again
Always tell myself that it´s the end
Always gonna fall right back to it
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down, yeah
Always be the one I´m gonna blame
Never look at myself face to face
I feel like I´m dancing on my grave
So if I´m going down, then I´m going down
I´m going head first

If I´m going down, I´m going head first