I´ma be real, I ain´t as tough I say I am, I´m so scared of going to hell
Killer look in the mirror and ask yourself, “Is you really tryna go to jail?”
Hell no, yeah I thought so

So stop living like you ain´t thinking ‘bout tomorrow
Protect your health and it´d be selfish if you let the drugs get the best of you and prevent you from getting to witness all your child grow
That ain´t fair, but I´m ballin´ by myself, you somewhere out there heart grow
Early September, last time we were together at the same hotel, damn, it´s been a minute you checked in with me
I was just so close to going broke, I feel that I was gon´ be right back drug dealin´
Give me what you owe to me, I paid for your loyalty, no way you could give up on me
My house not home, won´t be here too long, heard the good die young
I pray I could see fourty three, but ten more years is more than enough, get everything that I want

I´ma iced out reaper, the devil been busy, but I ain´t got time for him neither
Stayed in the rain, ain´t complain while they called fema, the pain in me *, it like Hurricane Katrina
Imagine me old, back hurtin´, in pain
I rather a nigga bust my god damn brain
I stand with great affection waiting for you, babe
At moon we could atenchrous through everything
And it seems everyone abandoned me
All I know, I lean on promethazine
All I know, you told me you´ll be there for me
So I come on this music, brought me refuge
Ran outta dope, it´s time to leave
Travel to mecca on my barefoot just to find peace
You sick and tired of sorry´s, crying on your diaries, I love you like mollies

It´s like it seem cool for people to play with my heart
Why is it enough to be a fool just to see who´s smart
I heard your cop put a voice recorder in your car
I was playin´ dumbo, but really you the retard
I don´t care if fakin´ it gon´ get you farther out here
I´ma live by and die ‘bout my honor
I should ballin and flickin on the time that you call dudes in jail
While I´m sittin´ in prison, if you get shot, I should kill
Say I´m a deadbeat and I´m not a good father
Yet you ain´t check up on me when my car burned
How you gon´ act like all your trauma ‘cause of me?
Who says are you the only one that´s suffering?