(Drum Dummie made the beat and I´m gon´ kill it)
I love you but I don´t trust you

I love you but I don´t trust you
You broke our bonds of trust

My nigga my Z you cut me deep way deeper than us
And dealing with betrayal gotta be able to be tough
You put the blame on me like I´m the reason for all this stuff
I was thinking, maybe I´m overthinking
Like is it me, or maybe I´m going crazy
The emotions that resulted from this shit got me angry
I´m holding back from raging, coping with medication that ain´t prescribed to me
I´m dealing with confusion cause you lied to me
I can´t, comprehend what´s happening
They ain´t comprehend what´s happening
More pain, on top of all the pain I´ve been battling
You know I need you more than anything
Lonely

I can´t get a good vibe from anyone, I can´t find a good time anywhere
Loneliness cause it´s nobody´s fault except for mine
Why should I expect everyone else to help me cry
The truth ain´t set me free yet so people believe I´m lying
I´m a murderer, they show me no sympathy
Lately, I realized my insecurities
Sometimes, I even question myself
Like am I worth for people to love me and to care
´Cause obviously you felt like I ain´t worthy
We having sex while you were pregnant with my baby just to hurt me
I hate you
Ashamed I feel like I´m the one to blame
I´m ashamed I let you treat me like a lame
Fuck this fame, I won´t repeat this if I could change it

I be trappin´, I was happy back on Z st in the rain

Need to take some time away
Need to give my mind a break