I guess you wonder where I´ve been I´m searchin´ to find a love within´
How you gon´ love me? I don´t love myself All night flights, I´m neglectin´ my health I´m totin´ hammers, chasin´ after death Said I was vibin´ this time I got a thing for you, baby, I don´t know what it is Everybody love to hate me, I don´t know what I did Ride on my face, baby, sit on my lip I got yo´ water runnin´ (Mhm-mhm) I want you to conceive my kid, pee on this stick I think I did me somethin´ last time I was here I´m so committed, I would die for what I live for Some people may not ever find what they dreamed of So loyal for you, I´ll go dive in the deep end Sometimes might even compromise what I believe in
I miss my brother Cool, I´m out here by myself, it got me vulnerable And I done been betrayed, don´t even care to hide it, crossed me in my face Fucked over so much times it feels weird, somebody keeps it real You´ll switch on anything and anybody, dawg, if you ain´t ridin´ for this
I gave you all the game, I gave you all the information to hurt me Sat down and taught you all the ways for you to hurt me Killin´ my liver with the liquor and the Perkys Thanks for the losses and the gains on this journey Wanna kill my niggas, but I really wanted help from ´em
I got some things buried, I still ain´t never healed from it You fooled me once, you can´t get the good me a second way Matter fact, I lost track of myself in the first place
I miss my brother Cool, I´m out here by myself, it got me vulnerable I´m walkin´ ´round with my hands out beggin´ for love I need anybody God know peace and nothing´s private I can´t do nothin´ private I miss my brother Cool, I´m out here by myself, it got me vulnerable You left me in the cold with nobody to warn me Nobody understood me ´cause nobody know me
Came back to let you know that even though you hurt me, I can´t let you go