Started acting real dumb Dyed my hair blonde, bought a black Mercedes Signed a shitty deal, I was nine-teen, what do you expect from a baby? Stopped sleepin´, stopped eatin´
I walked away ´til I was skin and bones, oh I knew this isn´t love, but I thought if we could pretend for long enough it could become it So I became somebody else, swallowing my needs to be the girl I thought you wanted Stopped sleepin´, stopped dreamin´ I´m just a body now, no heart, no soul Just skin and bones
"Baby, how´d you get so lost?" I followed [backroom?] No one told me there´s a cost to doing the things you´re told If [hard away?] pays off, and I bought all the drinks, I was soaked, oh
Then where´s my money? And where´s my boy? What doesn´t feel just feeds the void?
If it kills me, don´t want it, and what´s the point?