I joke a lot, I know The voice inside of me is twelve years old Yeah, I need guidance I just turned thirty and I´m still freestylin´
So this how YOLO beats doubt And hope breeds vows I won´t be proud ´til I´m crowned You holdin´ me down, or you holdin´ me down? Will I break out or will I break down? I´m calling my shot, aww This is my plot, aww Just let me be not wrong Everything is right in front of me So I don´t see what´s right in front of me I´m only seein´ what it´s gonna be (Two, three, four) I never had a ménage (No), I´d rather get a fiancé (Ayy) Mom up my ass like a prostate She thinkin´ forward like blockchain But I´m sittin´, thinking ´bout the fourth grade (Woo)
I was hittin´ on the Macarena Visualizin´ all the packed arenas I ain´t had shit on my hands except Cheetos, that was the top Back when Dwayne was the Rock Back when jerkin´ off used to be the motivation I would come racin´, tryna beat my mama to my crib, get naked I´ll go on Maxim.com for the pictures, put the shower on while I´m still gettin´ print outs In the shower while usin´ steam, and I put the shower head up on the massage settin´ What the fuck was that? How was I usin´ stills? Now when I use my thoughts the women turn to sand The women blow away That´s why I take Adderall every day Fifteen milligram, time release, I pray to God it doesn´t kill me
My generation a test (Yes) I can feel my heart race in my chest (Yes) Takin´ what it takes to be best (I do) I met a nice girl out West (I did) But I wish she was more East Coast (That´s true) Guess that´s how the story goes Doesn´t matter how I far I go Fuck it, I don´t even know Lot of surfaces don´t need the scratch A lot of matches haven´t met a match There´s a lot of women in my phone who last name is Bumble, Tinder or some other app On a date, I can´t wait ´til I talk about work If they sleep over, I´ll get ´em a shirt I don´t do synagogue, I don´t do church I don´t know exactly what I believe I don´t know exactly what we all need Homie, this shit is a doozey
We all used to writtin´ in loose leaf I just want someone to use me If you can´t be used, you´re useless (Uh) I´m just so lucky they be doin´ me (True) Been privileged since birth Now I gotta pay that forward How we gonna change that world? I know I´m different, I´m comin´ out and I hope you´ll listen Time´s runnin´ out and I know I´ll miss it I could fail but I can´t do what-ifs I´ll give you my heart and you´ll still want a pic You in or you out, yo, what you gonna pick? I wanna be what I wanna be (What´s wrong with me?)
Order, they bring out the lobster before you eat it
And have you look at it in its eyes Anyone?
I joke a lot, I know The voice inside of me is twelve years old Yeah, I need guidance I just turned thirty and I´m still freestylin´