I missed two, three graduations of my kids, they begged me to come Greet my daddy and all of his Muslim brothers, I be like "Salam" My family get on the book like they ain´t shit, I just don´t respond After school, parents they told me "Naw," like that shit cost a, uh My people stealin´ TV´s, coppin´ radios to get a nod Catch me, they gon´ kill me mama, reason, I can´t get a job Opps play with my name but in real life that shit gon´ cost a dub Ashes from the swisher burned the carpet, I had to toss the rug
My mind was goin´ crazy, I couldn´t eat, but that´s the cost of love Fantasizing about a million cash, that shit gon´ turn me up Lean was takin over a nigga life, I had to burn the cup Even though I gave you my life savings, feel like I ain´t doin´ enough
I wanted to run the streets when I grow up (When I grow up) I wanted to be like Meech when I grow up (When I grow up) I wanted to be a millionaire when I grow up (When I grow up) I wanted to fuck all the bad hoes when I grow up (When I grow up)
I was movin´ like a lil´ child, like Angelo, grow up And I be takin´ all these drugs until I throw up I had to grow up, I had to grow up (Grow up)
[Part II]
Police pulled me over ´cause I´m dark-skinned She lied about her job but she bartend A hundred thousand smile just for my porcelain (Will a fool) Talkin´ ´bout these drugs, before they barge in
Every prison, they come with a bail Hundred pounds and they come with a smell Before sex, I´ma offer a pill Niggas die when they jump in the field I told Booka "I´ll die for the real"
When she come into town, I see her In the trenches that shit gettin´ weird All these rumors, they hurtin´ my ears Of the drink, I´m not fuckin´ with beer And that pussy get wetter as piers Feel like Kodak, I´m dyin´ to live I got a model that´s down to chill Off the drugs, I´m fightin´ my fears At the morgue, I´m wipin´ the tears It´s too serious, you shoppin´ at sears
Fast car, I can´t steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes, I can´t hear
Lam´ truck, this not a Kia All the cougars act like they Madea Miss my granny, I´m dyin´ to see her
And my bitch, they be dyin´ to build Wipin´ tears from Tooda and Tania Call ´em sisters, they callin´ us cheaters Been to prison, I´m duckin´ them people Paranoia, I walk with a beeper Know a killer, they call him a reaper When they call me, I keep it on speaker Do a deal, I kick it with eaters When you text me, I don´t even read ´em I´m of Addys, I don´t even need ´em Say he love me, I don´t even believe him
Fast car, I can´t steer I got diamonds in my ear Sometimes, I can´t hear