I mean it been going on and building up for so many years that I was You know, suicidal, I mean I just didn´t wanna live, so
I just thought, "If I´m gonna die, if I´m gonna kill myself, I should take some drugs" you know, heh
I remember when you used to hold me close and say you love me (And say you love me) Now you actin´ like a ghost and that´s okay, I know I´m ugly (I know I´m ugly) Now I´m swervin´ in the Ghost and I´m okay, I´m gettin´ money (I´m gettin´ money) Now I´m switchin´ up the coast, get out my way, I stop for nothin´ (I stop for nothing; Skrrt) Give me some time and give me your patience (Patience) Came in the game last month, fuck the game, I´m done (Game, I´m done) Give me a sign and I´m gonna take it (Ahh) Whatever way I want, bitch, I get paid up front (Clout, clout)
I´m gettin´ mine, so fuck all your placements (Fuck) Baby face, I´m young, fuck the place I´m from (The place I´m from) Don´t hit my line and say somethin´ basic (Skrrt..rrrt) If it ain´t about the money, please don´t waste no time (Waste no time) Lookin´ off the edge, and I´m picturin´ the fall ´cause I don´t want to break my legs and have to carry on (Hey) If I carry on, I´m gon´ need some marijuana Put it in my bong, then I make another song
May as well become a junkie ´cause I felt like a junkie every day, you know? Waking up starving, just forcing myself to eat, you know, barfing it back up