Sometimes I feel like I ain´t shit Sometimes a nigga feel like shit Talkin´ ´bout some real life shit
Goodbye letter, "Dear Life" shit So if a nigga kill me, hope he mean it I just hope I die for a reason They probably won´t miss me ´til they need me Have problems with admittin´ that they need me, Lord I´m talkin´ ´bout some real life shit Goodbye letter, "Dear Life" shit Way too concerned to be conceited I live and I learn, then die tryna teach ´em, Lord Die tryna reach ´em They care more about how much I leave than Where I leave it I hope I leave more of an impression on my kids To be destined to have blessings to believe in, Lord Just got off the phone with my son
Told him, "You´re a son of a gun" Just got off the phone with my daughter Told her, "I won´t hesitate to fuck a young nigga up", Lord A few bitches left me, that only got a new bitch elected My old bitch was too disrespectful And only get my new bitch respected That´s power, yes, it´s now or next Can´t lie though, I tried though I´ll die tryin´, that´s a common death We was such a team, we was chasin´ our dreams Then it stopped, now I´m outta breath Now they try to tell me I need rest And I´ll find love again, I ain´t find it yet Oh, but I guess it is what it is as it appears, oh shit The object in the mirror is more near than it appears, oh shit
And sometimes I fear who in the mirror, that nigga weird He done died so many times but still here, why am I here?
Dear Life What is my meaning? My reason?
Naked bitches really love ones Sometimes our loved ones don´t love us I´m fuckin´ more than I´m makin´ love Sometimes I make my rubber wear a rubber I just tell my lady, "Nothing´s easy" Even though I make it look easy But understand looks are deceiving Lookin´ like I´m lookin´ for some grievance ´Cause I been through way too much, don´t wanna think about it
Cranky ´bout it, gotta drink about it Gotta synchronize it, tranquilize it Doctor ain´t prescribin´ what he ain´t realizin´ Pain inside me got me thinkin´ ´bout me Tryna hang my body, sanctifyin´ I´m a gangsta dyin´ ´cause all gangsters die I can´t deny it, you can´t tame my lion I´m a angry lion hangin´ by a string, I can´t describe it Feel like a anchor tied to my finger Got me sinkin´ to the bottom of my drink I know a lotta niggas think I got a lotta niggas There´s strength in numbers but it´s honor over strength I talked to God the other day, he say he got a nigga So, I look death up in her eye and then I wink It´s way too real, the shit I´m talkin´ way, way too real
I hope it gave you chills The dirt under your feet could be the grave you fill You don´t know how dead you feel ´til you´re dead for real Gettin´ high after I paid the bill, lower than a Navy SEAL Show up with them Navy guns, I hope somebody prayin´ for ´em Price tags no mistakes, somebody payin´ for ´em Ice bath when my face numb, no expression What´s the life expectancy when you don´t expect shit? Mama told me, "Fuck the world and be so aggressive Be self-fluorescent, watch these hoes ´cause they so obsessive Don´t get too high to look over blessings
Never come in second, make the most of your seconds They so precious" ´Cause if we could buy time, every store would sell it If you want me to read your mind, need correct spelling I keep it real, niggas better keep it copacetic Where the weed? I feel like I´m gettin´ a sober headache Lookin´ in the mirror at the one that know me better I was too busy to talk, I wrote an open letter
Dear Life What is my meaning? My reason? That´s the question I ask the reader, God bless the reader
Dear Life, what is my meaning? My reason? That´s the question
[ Jacida Carter] You know, when he told me Toya was havin´ a baby, I say, "Y´all young. You know y´all young." But I said, "Be the best father you can be," you know. And truly, he is that.