I was lonely making an album, attempted it four times
Lost my confidence and you wouldn´t believe why
Sitting in the studio with my head in my hands
Thinking what am I to do with this music I can´t write?

Team falling apart and I´m caught in the crossfire
You selling me lies and saying I must buy
Messing with my mental that I´ve worked hard to protect
It´s causing pains in my chest, so it´s best that I cut ties
Tryna make an album means baring my whole truth
Unpacking the fuckery I´m trying to heal through
Imagine telling it all to somebody you trust
Then that same somebody then holds it against you
Mm
It´s almost like that somebody´s trying to end you
I was lonely making an album till I released I´m all I needed to get through

So lonely

A race against time
But take it slowly
Playing on my weakness
And that´s unholy
I´ll pray for you
God is who we both need

I was lonely making an album, I ran into mad blocks
Tryna find that girl everybody´s a fan of
Couldn´t even say what I thought was good anymore
Whether I´m hands on or hands off
Maybe music just isn´t meant for me anymore
Maybe I´ll erase all these memories from my core
Maybe I´ll do more acting and less rapping
´Cos I don´t even know who I´m meant to be anymore
Lonely making an album is tackling all doubt

I´m used to making it with , can I do it without?
No figure of speech, I get it by any means
No sucker is in my genes, yet still having more doubts
On top of that, I´m dealing with somebody who´s obsessed with more clout
I was lonely making an album till I realised my story´s all I can pour out

So lonely
A race against time
But take it slowly
Playing on my weakness
And that´s unholy
I´ll pray for you
God is who we both need

I´m spinning, up away

I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
Up away, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
Up away, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
Up away, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away
Up away, up away
I´m spinning, up away
I´m spinning, up away