But I feel like when I drink, I´m at my best Not a care in the world, no stress Always give the world my everything and no less I wake up seven days a week and get the job done You know I´m always there for my wife and my son And at the end of the day, I love to pour one More like two, but occasionally three and it scares me Not because I have a problem I´m the type of person, if there´s an issue, then I´ma solve ´em It´s more like seeing how this shit has destroyed life Uh, I look at my mom, I look at my dad And see how drugs and alcohol took away everything they had And it makes me sad, I found the balance, but I feel bad
I didn´t drink ´til I was twenty-seven, then I did from then And every time I take a sip, I´m scared that I´ll become them We went to Alcoholics Anonymous mostly twice a week I was just a little boy, but listened when people would speak Prostitutes, preaches, substitute teachers Cops and criminals, they all gave speeches About this addiction and it filled me with conviction Keep comin´ back, boy, it works if you work it And I did, growin´ up, I was a AA kid I never wanted to make the mistakes that they did Yeah, sometimes when I sip, you know, I feel survivor´s guilt But I know that what I´m drinkin´ could destroy all that I built
So I tread lightly, this shit leaves people dead nightly Alcoholic bullets in my blood, so I might be Drug addict, well, it´s in my genes, so I might be But I don´t use that shit to escape I deal with my problems head on ´til this day Addiction to substance, it was my fate, but I broke the cycle
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Ayo, damn Yo, can we roll the window down, please? I can , I can barely see, the fuckin´ weed smoke, yo Logic, why are you scared of weed?
I ain´t scared Well, you obviously feel some type of way about it No, I , I don´t know why it´s gotta be a big fuckin´ deal, okay? I just don´t wanna do it Man, just hit the blunt No Just hit the shit, man Bro, I gotta be on stage in like fuckin´ forty minutes I´m not tryna perform in the tenth dimension Havin´ panic attacks and shit on stage, man, fuck all that Bro, this weed ain´t even that strong You´ll be fine in like thirty minutes Lenny, don´t hit him my shit This from Cali´, this that brain rape
What, what? Yeah, that´s what it´s called Fuck, no What? Ain´t no , nah, nah, nah, nah, nah Ain´t , ain´t no way in hell, I´m smokin´ some shit called brain rape Bro, what the fuck is that? Yo, Logic, just take a hit Take a little baby hit Man, why you guys always tryna peer pressure me, man? It´s not even like I´m Ayy, man Ayy, bro, stop bein´ a fuckin´ Come on, man, just , just hit the fuckin´ weed, bro Alright, alright, alright, goddamn, fine, fuck, shit