I turn the lights down, throw the towel in and feel pretty much nothing
I think that´s the kind of pain that worries me and I like to think that I´m growing up and that I´m learning but I have no idea what´s underneath

And the foundations I laid down are too light for my skin and he said he wants to take me abroad but I can barely fly with my own wings
And love really confuses me, like how much are you supposed to give? (That´s all I had)

I dream in colour, hate the summer, I act tougher than I really am
I´m a fuck up, told my mother, I don´t love her when she´s all that I have
And I´m 21 but feel like I´m getting on, the child in me has been and gone, isn´t that sad?
I dream in colour, hate the summer, please don´t tell me this is all that I am, it´s all that I am

I think deep down I quite like being held at night, you know? Someone to touch, something to believe in

And there´s like 21 reasons as to why I´m here but like 99 reasons as to why there´s just no meaning (That´s quite depressing)
And If I make something out of myself it´ll be mad beautiful, like the way he looked at me when I asked him to dance
This isn´t a stream of consciousness, this is more like a big fat fucking no one asked

I dream in colour, hate the summer, I act tougher than I really am
I´m a fuck up, told my mother I don´t love her when she´s all that I have
And I´m 21 but feel like I´m getting on, the child in me has been and gone, isn´t that sad?
I dream in colour, hate the summer, please don´t tell me this is all that I am, it´s all that I am