Nowadays, I don´t really go outside I don´t even like the way I look, let alone the way I feel behind And I should probably take my medication ´Cause it´s been days but I´ve been busy getting high
And my doctor said you´ll get sick again, you can´t mix these meds with White lines And am I happy? Truth is, I don´t really know what that means anymore All I know is that I´d, like to be and someday I might get there In the meantime, I´ll cry to radio head hoping my ex still cares, but That´s unlikely, he´s probably having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot the one with the bleached blonde hair And I don´t know it, I´ll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything That I´d, like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who fucking cares?
Nowadays, it´s hard to feel alive When the only way I want to live is to try and slowly die And I should probably find a new explanation ´Cause it´s been days and I´m running out of, lies My heart it aches but as it starts to race I can feel a taste of what its like To be happy When, truth is don´t really know what that means anymore But all I know is that I´d, like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime I´ll cry to radio head hoping my ex still cares, but That´s unlikely, he´s definitely having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot the one with the bleached blonde hair
And I don´t know if, I´ll ever forgive, myself if I go ruin everything That I´d, like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? (´Cause it´s definitely not me)