I was young and I was reckless man
Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
I thought I had it all figured out
A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
Peeled out in my big black Chevy

Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
To straighten up because my best friend died
I didn´t wanna carry on living that life

And now I´m running from the scene
´Cause I was caught up in the crime
It´s a loaded memory
Yeah, it kills me every time
And I´m trying not to scream
But it´s eating me alive
I´m still haunted by the best years of
The best years of my life

Yeah, let me take y´all back
I was young and I was helpless man
Self medicating my own depression man
I drank a bottle after breakfast
Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace, damn

I lost my job so I lost faith
I just saw a baby bump in my girl´s waist
I need a drink to feel right
Party with my homies to escape from real life
Yeah, we had it all figured out
A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
But, I never should´ve let my best friend drive
´Cause he´s the reason my child will never see me alive, damn

Now I´m running from the scene
´Cause I was caught up in the crime
It´s a loaded memory
Yeah, it kills me every time
And I´m trying not to scream
But it´s eating me alive
I´m still haunted by the best years of
The best years of my life

All of a sudden nothing matters anymore
He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor
And now his family´s tryna pick up all the pieces
I am locked up in a box, I am a monster
I´m the reason that he´s gone
Wish I could take it all back
Press rewind and take a picture of the past
Pause it, feel my heart turn black
My lungs are smoldering, I´m breathing in the ash

Now I´m running from the scene
´Cause I was caught up in the crime
It´s a loaded memory
Yeah, it kills me every time
And I´m trying not to scream
But it´s eating me alive

I´m still haunted by the best years of
The best years of my life

I´m still haunted by the best years of
The best years of my life
I´m still haunted by the best years of