Driving with the angel of death I pass by your old apartment Sniffing up the pills you left Inside the limousine
Nobody could tell me how far You said “we´ll stop to read each tea leaf” Nobody could tell me how long Just pacing patiently
I arrive, in the form of a radical being You arrive, but the story can never be told
(It´s harder now to hold you)
Sleeping with the angel of death I still find you in my shadow Learning how the mirror reflects I lose myself in you
I was told it wouldn´t be long “Life´s a basket full of cravings” Better than the evil you know
Repeat yourself in me
You arrive, on the hood of your step father´s Lincoln The surprise, and I couldn´t remember the words I´m on fire, and the guilt´s doing all of the thinking I´m alive, but it isn´t the same as before
Slowly we become a single mold Watching as my skin becomes your skin and starts to hold
I was told that there´s a wonder in the place our bodies go Driving ´round the sins of both my lives will keep you cold
I deserve it, I´ve been stalling, I´ve been selfish, I´ve been wrong Finally I heard my name, the absolution called
Now I need it, now I crave the writing burned into the wall Sitting in your hands to watch the ending of it all
I arrive, in the eyes of my grandfather´s daughter In the light, but I couldn´t remember your words I survived, and the guilt´s falling off me in pieces I´m alive, and it isn´t the same as before
I thought this time I might just walk away from you
If I´m the thief and you´re the proof, its pain to choose
It felt like a first, but it wasn´t new It felt like a sin, it was more like a noose
It´s harder now to hold ya It´s harder now to hold ya
I´m ashamed, lost my decree, it paid to lose The first of sixty thousand hours obsessed with you It wasn´t a lie, but it wasn´t the truth I tried blaming me, ended up blaming you
It´s harder now to hold ya It´s harder now to hold ya It´s harder now to hold ya