Spoke to my little nigga, he´s sick of the same shit Same stick, same clip, rolling with the same grip Same whip, same clique, rolling on the same strip
Same beef, same streets, rolling on the same pricks And he tired of it, standing on the business, not relying on it That feeling of being trapped in a larger state The carnage waits, these decisions are hard to make If you never saw the blood then you can´t relate My brother done a spin, now he in the bin ´Cause he got him, now they singing hymns Threw away the SIM ´cause he let it ring Right here, right now nigga, Fatboy Slim It´s fucked cah if you ask most these little niggas why they´re beefing They don´t even know where it stem from All I know is they just want their oppositions dead gone And where can they get the next skeng from?
And they don´t even care now cah it´s up in the air now Only thing they care ´bout is my man´s whereabouts It´s hard to tell these little niggas "Take a next entrance" Don´t teach you sign language but this shit a death sentence RIP, let my soldiers rest And don´t just remember God when you close to death In a world where you should hope for more But we deal with so much pain so we hope for less
I´m really tryna make it happen but I´m stuck in the deep They always say they understand but they ain´t feeling me
I gave my heart to the hood, they don´t want me to leave I gotta hold my homie down ´cause he done it for me All them years that I been standing on this business got me tired And I ain´t running from opponents but I´m running from the sirens
Where I´m from, you either rot in a jail cell or die in the streets The young ones learn from us and then the cycle repeats And I´ve always heard them say sleep´s the cousin of death I´m wide awake cah my cousin just died in his sleep
Five TV´s in my house for all them times I had to ride basic My probation still can´t believe that I made it Add all our jail time together and it´s over a hundred years I don´t like to think about the time wasted Bully just came home, he done eleven years And Paul´s got a year left, he done seven years I make salah, I make dua and hope that Heaven hears You can see the pain in my eyes but these are denim tears And they don´t understand how that´s normal to us When you´re from where I´m from, it ain´t normal to trust I still made it out the mud, no corners were cut So they can talk all they want but they ain´t talking to us
I´m really tryna make it happen but I´m stuck in the deep They always say they understand but they ain´t feeling me I gave my heart to the hood, they don´t want me to leave I gotta hold my homie down ´cause he done it for me All them years that I been standing on this business got me tired And I ain´t running from opponents but I´m running from the sirens
Is it a gift or a curse? I never can pretend We´re the ones that they always wanna apprehend I know bolts and bars, I know pads and pens
When Amy made "Back to Black", I went back to pen I came home and said "I´m never selling packs again" I´m sleeping on myself, I need to put the trap to bed Instead, I cook a nine piece while my cat´s asleep This white girl´s got a body like Angeline My nanny always said the whole world´s at my feet We was locked up together, you even backed my beef So I gave you all my love, I wish I had receipts So when it´s all said and done, at least I slapped my heat Cah when I never had nuttin, least I had the streets I feel like I´m Mike Skinner, dry my eyes, it´s peak
Three-Six died in my cell, I cried for weeks When you´re broke and on your knees, how´d you find your feet? Feds nicked me, tried ruining my life again Alhamdulilah, at least I got to spend time with Fems Joint enterprise fucking up the guys again I bring my knees to my chest and I rise again Is it a gift or a curse? I never try pretend See these Cartier frames give me a wider lens And now I´m rich and I´m handsome, that´s in my defence And my friends and my family, I´d die for them