I thought I was great Having big discussions that led to nothing but you A form of my own And I´m used to leaving you alone
I know it´s surprising and I know you think of me highly
I finally pulled apart myself and analyzed everything I I felt I noticed I held on tightly so I never would have to lose control
I thought I was king Makin´ all that money that made me nothing Cut to maniacal fits And suppression losing its grip I know it´s surprising and I know you think of me highly
I think about where I´d even go if ever I was to lose control I´m whispering insults to myself
I´m boxed in and locked out
I´m laying it all out here right now I thought about ending it myself I thought about all my shameful acts And every secret that I´ve kept Maybe I´ll be happy again And God will alleviate my sins Considering every painful part I´m off to a good start