There´s that feeling I won´t be here for long ´Cause there just ain´t no fixing Everything that´s wrong And there´s no going
No, there´s no going home ´Cause home´s been forgotten For some time spent alone And my loved ones They don´t call me at all But they say that they love me So I tighten my jaw
And I fall Back into the weeds I don´t think that it´s selfish For me to be me
But my music It don´t heal me no more It got twisted and mangled For some bills on the board And my lover
Well, I left her alone I got lost in my purpose Then my purpose went cold I´m a failure I´m a fucking black hole I bought into a liar And my future got sold
Now I´m tired Of thorns in my side I don´t wanna be here I don´t wanna die
But it´s getting old Oh, I´m getting old
Now I´m stuck on the shoulder And not even halfway to home
And I´m halfway to Kansas And not even halfway to whole So I summon my demons ´Cause there´s no one here I know And I´m halfway to dying And not even halfway to whole