I had to get out of Hollywood Get back to the trenches, they said they need me Lil fish
I used to cop my little reggie tryna feed myself
My cousin had that work but I didn´t need no help Man I was so fucked up I couldn´t believe myself That´s why I be at the jeweler tryna freeze myself ´Cause my heart so cold, we ain´t got no goals All these young niggas killin´ like they ain´t got no souls Talkin´ Grand Marquis, before I cop my Rolls It was all so sweet until Dashawn told Really hurt my heart, ripped my feelings apart Out in Philly it´s dark, we was really so scarred But actin´ silly so hard but we just wanted some love Mama workin´, daddy dead, I just wanted a hug Why you think we spillin´ spade when we go to the club All my homies think I smoke, we just rollin´ it up
I´m stressed out, niggas got Jordans, feel left out So I went to chasin´ them birdies, I went south, fuck it
I went from goin´ to school, to totin´ them tools and makin´ a move Said I would win, they said I would lose, shit We´re so confused, hope I don´t make the news, oh Lord We was breakin´ the rules, trappin´ to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowin´ that I don´t need em, I´m spending money on jewels Jeweler like, "He´s a fool" They told us that this was cool
Caught my first case, it was me versus the state I just wanted some steak and some food on my plate Came up from shit I´m like "how can you hate" I´m just tryna be great, I survived with the snakes Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates´ I can´t lose faith, I just want shine like the stars in my wraith We go to war in fatigues like it´s bape I don´t feel safe, can´t sleep without it Master with them P´s yeah boy I´m ´bout it ´bout it Brought me to my knees back when everybody doubted Can´t let my youngins see me fold, I´m too solid If I stand on it, I´ma stand on it Put some bags on the scale, put some grams on it
This the only shit I knew I seen my man done it Tryna be like niggas who were never there for us We ain´t have no guidance
I went from goin´ to school, to totin´ them tools and makin´ a move Said I would win, they said I would lose, shit We´re so confused, hope I don´t make the news, oh Lord We was breakin´ the rules, trappin´ to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowin´ that I don´t need em, I´m spending money on jewels Jeweler like, "He´s a fool" They told us that this was cool
Coppers scoopin´ niggas out their radar
Niggas puttin´ niggas in the graveyard Jobs told us beat it like an A&R So we play with heart, fuck it we gon´ play it raw Cut the lights, told my momma they ain´t stayin´ off They killed my daddy and it turned me to a man, dog We play with rugers, play with Glocks, we ain´t playin ball Shit we tryna stay alive it´s a standoff My life for your life Go to war like we got like four lives Talkin´ before like, all this lil´ rap shit Where I´m from if you turn eighteen, then that´s More Life For real nigga
When you have no voice Ain´t nobody hear us, so we ain´t have no choice
I went from goin´ to school, to totin´ them tools and makin´ a move Said I would win, they said I would lose, shit We´re so confused, hope I don´t make the news, oh Lord We was breakin´ the rules, trappin´ to get some food Risking freedom for shoes Knowin´ that I don´t need em, I´m spending money on jewels Jeweler like, "He´s a fool" They told us that this was cool