Leave me out to dry and rot Obviously I cry a lot Want me to be what I am not Stuck in my head, I try a lot
I can´t quiet my thoughts Don´t let them out this Pandora´s box I ruined my wedding, now I wish I had a rope So, I could still tie the knot Leave my body cold as the north Hangin´ from the ceiling fan, spinnin´ in circles Die young, leave a beautiful corpse I know that it´s selfish, but it ain´t to hurt you I needed some peace from the war in my head I´ve been fighting for twenty years Way too much PTSD to smile about anything Even if I have veneers Only therapy that´s workin´ is When I´m on this microphone with my engineer These songs are the only way
That I can communicate with you when I´m no longer here And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for Why I ran everyone away Searchin´ for paradise when I was already in it Is why I got took away All I ask is if I make it to heaven from this life I don´t have to press replay All I´m askin´ you is after a life of sinnin´ If it´s ever too late to pray
Leave me out to dry and rot Obviously I cry a lot Want me to be what I am not Stuck in my head, I try a lot