Lately I donāt wanna sleep (I donāt wanna go to sleep) āCause my life feel better than my dreams (my life is better than my dreams) Iām in Hollywood, Iām on the scene (Iām on the scene)
But everything aināt what it seems Everybody gonna treat you different when you on (on, on) I just hope when they talk they remember my name when Iām gone (gone, gone) Cut my grass lawn, see the snakes (eh) Dunno how to collide on my face They want a piece, see stacking my cake (woah) Iāma disappear, wonāt leave a trace (woah)
Girl, Iām calling your phone, ācause Iām poppinā the pills again (popping the pills again) Girl, Iām lying to you when I say Iāll never lie again (you know Iāma lie again) Iām gettinā old, Iām scared I donāt want the rockstar life to end And Iām livinā the shit that I write ācause itās hard to pretend
My life will never be the same (ya, I wonāt be the same) But Iām scared Iāll never gonna change (ya, Iāll never to change) Iām addicted to the money and fame (ya) Iām tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) Iām scared Iām never gonna change, ya (ya) Iām scared Iāll never gonna change (ya) Iām addicted to the money and fame (you feel, ah) Iām tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya)
When they ask me if Iām good, I say āyaā but Iām not (not) My bro is still homeless and heās still cookinā on the pot (pot)
He said, āI gotta get this money on the road,ā I hope he donāt get caught (caught) Yeah Iāma keep it real, Iāma stay with my day-ones from the block (block) To all of my enemies, itās R.I.P Now I donāt need to show I.D. ācause Iām VIP Push start, donāt start my car, where the key? Work for me both āturn a half to a key I had to sell in my beats now I keep my āem off of me (off of me)
Iāve been going down the wrong path and Iām ignoring the signs (the signs) Iām having trouble organizing the thoughts in my mind (thoughts in my mind) Now time is money so you know Iām not wasting my time (time)
If they pull me over, I donāt know what they gonā find
My life will never be the same (ya, I wonāt be the same) But Iām scared Iāll never gonna change (ya, Iāll never to change) Iām addicted to the money and fame (you feel, ah) Iām tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya) Iām scared Iām never gonna change, ya (ya) Iām scared Iāll never gonna change (ya) Iām addicted to the money and fame (you feel, ah) Iām tryna control these thoughts in my brain (ya)