There´s times in my life where I just I just wanna run away, I just I just wish the pain would stop I don´t wanna cry no more I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain Twenty-three years, three when it happened Twenty-six now, still I can´t stop the tears Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
That´s when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money Learned the hard way, ain´t no correctin the grief Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef Don´t give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven or relievin your breathin, long as I´m even ´fore I´m leavin Pain...
I wish this pain, would go away We´re talkin about the kind of pain that I wish this pain, would go away just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul I wish this pain, would go away The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can´t go on no more
I wish this pain, would go away The kind of pain that I wouldn´t wish on anyone
I can´t relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone Cause of a fuckin chain on? Migraine´s on, now the pain´s warm, I stagger And I´m hopin I don´t know the cat with the dagger Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief To the City College deceased may you rest in peace To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains Now it seems like I´m goin insane For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news But before my shit drops, I stand accused Don´t you think I wish we all was rich? One for all it´s pain to see your people when they all can´t ball The pain..
I wish this pain, would go away I wish this pain, would go away I don´t wanna give no more pain I wish this pain, would go away I don´t wanna receive no more pain I wish this pain, would go away
God, please take the pain away
I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said "God why? Got to know how hard we try Don´t let him die, please don´t let my nigga be dead" But it was too late, California sealed his fate Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now Wish I could die, I could fly If they don´t give a fuck, fuck it why should I? That´s when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3 with platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me" He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make hits continuous, this is what we do I know it might be strenous and times is hard Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God Plus you owe it to yourself and don´t forget the kids" That´s when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain, would go away I wish this pain, would go away One day the pain is gonna stop I wish this pain, would go away One day there´s gonna be no more pain I wish this pain, would go away
I´m tellin you man now don´t let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God
I don´t give a fuck WHO it is Don´t let em fuck yo´ paper man, please Big Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints man fuck these niggaz man Fuck these niggaz man And I´ma tell the same thing to you When you get your shit done, watch your money, and hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggaz Never take your eyes off that shit yo Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo Ain´t no guarantee they gonna love you next year...