I was feeling a little bizarre The day that I buried my family car In the scrapmetal wrecking yard
And I´ve said so many goodbyes
In the 25 years that I´ve been alive And I don´t know why this one was so hard
And everytime when I go back to my apartment All I wanna do is get stoned And I´m sick and tired of blacking out on my carpet And waking up all on my own SO I BROUGHT YOU HOME
You started falling apart 6 months after you moved in And I shoulda known from the start That things would be different
It´s not something that I can fix If I could do anything YOU KNOW I WOULD If this fucking vacation would come to an end
Maybe then you´d be normal again
Last week when I went back to my apartment You were lookin´ so stoned The day after Christmas you acted so different You just WANTED TO BE ON YOUR OWN So I bought you medicine, went to the vet and Cashed all of my savings and loans But it was too late. You were letting go...
Woah oh oh (x11)
And nothing I say will make it ok You just SLEEP IN THE HEAT AND REPEAT You´re wasting away. And nothing I do is gonna save you I´m trying my best but you can´t even Look at me or talk to me or tell me what´s happening to you
Yesterday I went back to my apartment To see how you´ve been holding up You hadn´t been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but... YOU´RE NOT WAKING UP I want you to know thay I´d spend every bit of my Pitiful savings and loans just to see you again