you bite
through
the big wall

the big wall
bites back
you sit there
and
sulk
sit there and
bawl
you are so pretty
when youre
on your
knees
disinfected
eager
to please

sometimes
you sulk
sometimes

you burn
god rest
your soul
when the
loving comes
and we´ve
already gone
just like
your dad
you´ll never
change

each time it
comes
it eats me
alive
i try to
behave

but it eats me
alive
so i declare
a holiday
fall asleep
drift away.