Today, I woke up in a good mood for once
First time in six months, I don´t hate you as much
You weren´t there in my dreams, I could finally sleep

I felt good, but it sucks, I don´t hate you as much

It´s easier holdin´ a grudge (Grudge)
I´d rather be angry than crushed (Crushed)
I´m doin´ too much (I do too much)
I´m back where I started again (Again)
Cryin´ and callin´ my friends (Mmm)
This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself
Can´t stop overthinkin´
I heard you´re happy somewhere else
But I don´t forget too well
I get so sick of myself
Can´t stop reminiscin´
I heard you´re happy somewhere else
But I don´t forget too well

I still see your face, I hate hearin´ your name
What a wreck, what a shame, I´m replayin´ that day
And you called me at eight, two weeks on a break
Just to ask for more space, you´re my biggest mistake

It´s easier holdin´ a grudge (Grudge)
I´d rather be angry than crushed (Crushed)
I´m doin´ too much (I do too much)
I´m back where I started again (Again)
Cryin´ and callin´ my friends (Mmm)
This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself
Can´t stop overthinkin´
I heard you´re happy somewhere else

But I don´t forget too well
I get so sick of myself
Can´t stop reminiscin´
I heard you´re happy somewhere else
But I don´t forget too well

I get so sick of myself
Can´t stop overthinkin´
I heard you´re happy somewhere else
But I don´t forget too well