This lighter don´t work, no
No flame to spark my goal
My Nike´s laced in dirt, oh
I´ve ended up treading on my own soul

My headphone´s only working on the left side
But I try to live the right life
My eyes wide and I strive
To stop my demons gripping, ripping from the inside
This road is dark and I can´t find the batteries for my flashlight
I´m blind-eyed and I´m tired

These drugs don´t work
The pain, it takes control
A blood-stained shirt
I feel like I´m always being chased by the devil

I tried to talk but I can´t seem to get my spoken words right
And I t-t-t-t-t-t-try to keep my stutter light
And this life it can be ish right, cut you like a flick knife
Twist and make you sick right
And I think, maybe I´ll be better off alone
So I redirect the calls from my phone
I learned so many lessons from depression
But in essence, I´m just wishing that these bad thoughts were gone

I´m blind eyed
I´m blind eyed
I´m blind eyed

Sometimes I bleed, sometimes I crawl, sometimes I slip, sometimes I fall
Sometimes my back is up against the wall so hard that whole building could fall
Sometimes I bruise, sometimes I break, sometimes I´m true, sometimes I´m fake
Sometimes I´m hoping for a moment when the floor would just start opening and swallow me, for goodness sake
I think I´m gonna break ´cause I ache and it´s bait, I´m awake in a world full of pain, Superman, no cape
And I´m pressing the breaks but the breaks, they break and I´m driving my universe into a lake
And the weight, the weight of the world, don´t wait
We make mistakes when it´s all at stake
We cook our cake, we eat our cake, sometimes no time for double takes but

That´s just the way life goes sometimes
But I don´t want to end up in the gutter being battered by my troubles
Face down in the puddle where the Sun don´t shine
So I´m coming and giving it back upon the track and attacking ´em
Stacking up beats like I did with this one I pack it in
And I´m praying, oh Lord, take this pain away