Yeah, I don´t know where to start How do you admit that you´re falling apart? I mean, how will I admit that I´m falling apart? My mother´s gonna worry but I´m fine in my heart I´ve lived the words that I´ve said
And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I´m shit in my head Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead I should just say "fuck it and be happy instead", right? Right
´Cause there´s a lot of people tryin´ to tell me how to deal with myself But I´m not gonna listen if you mention my health I don´t care, don´t tell me and don´t text me ´Cause that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me
And it´s bringing me down, and I´m not gonna lie These days I prefer to just not be outside And these days I just end up spending all of my time With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that´s alright
´Cause time keeps rollin´ and I´m just makin´ songs (I´m doing my best, still find myself stressed) And I´m no longer sure where I belong (I´m starting to rust, don´t know who to trust) (Don´t trust anyone. Not even me.)
Some people concentrate on style too much But I think I just force myself to smile too much And that should soon end for the best I wanna live my life with no stress Love life and feel blessed, like It´s kind of funny on the inside I´m tryin´ to be a man, but really I´m just a little child, shit And that´s pretty much it, yeah, that´s pretty much it
(Is there anything else?)
Oh yeah My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (Uh-huh?) I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (Aw) Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile Being at school makes me aware of how I haven´t been myself in awhile (Oh) And I wonder what it was like to be 11 Wonder if there´s such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven (Why?) And every now and then I think about the fact that I´d become a legend if I died at 27