Baby, you didn´t think that I´d be clueless? ´Cause I don´t know who you think you fooling I don´t think you´re fooling me If this is real love ´Cause I´m trying, but I can´t lie (Don´t never think of fooling me)
I´m losing my cool (Losing my cool) I´m losing my cool Yeah, yeah ´Cause I´m trying, but I can´t lie (Turn it up a little bit) I´m losing my cool I´m losing my cool
Life of a youngin Tryna balance my pain became my struggle I was already deep off in my thoughts and feeling funny How the ones I that love the most just can´t keep it a hundred I never thought I´d get this far, I used to doubt myself God dealt me this hand, I used the out myself Breaking in houses when I was youngеr, I was wild myself
They told me tеn at fourteen, I went and found myself In my cell writing raps often thinking ´bout Deyjah Before she died, I told her my dreams and my aspirations I used to cry just thinking ´bout all the shit she was facing I know she smiling looking down ´cause I finally done made it I love my lil´ brother, he feel big brother be tripping That shit just make me so damn mad that he don´t fucking listen And my big brother really gifted, but he really tripping He tell me heal me, his addiction ain´t none of my business
In his brain, he rock star living Yeah, and we was raised the same, but we way different Either way, and if you right or wrong, I´m forever with you It´s safe to say I changed the game, I made it out the trenches Later I would come to find I was just the beginning I still gotta cross all these oceans and mountains and rivers Life of a rapper got me on the edge, I keep my pistol Gotta watch my back ´cause I don´t trust these hoes or trust these niggas Tell me, who can you trust when people so deceiving? Don´t want no love ´cause she gon´ leave and come back when she need me
She looking dead in my eyes, lying like a demon How you slap the hand that had fed you, bite the hand that feed you? I don´t get it neither, yeah, yeah I don´t get it neither My family don´t see Nuni, they see Rod the Wave So mentally and physically, I stay far away Yeah
Listen, I I regret saying I want ´em dead for switching sides That night he died, I couldn´t cry although I tried, uh I can´t lie, yeah I´m losing, losing my cool
I lose my cool sometimes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I lose my cool, I loose my cool sometimes, yeah Crazy life for the youngin Tryna battle my pain became my struggle They don´t ask me how I be feeling, just asking for money Wonder why all the people I love can´t keep it one hundred, yeah I don´t want you to ever think you fooling Don´t ever think you fooling me Need real love, mm-mm-mm Yeah, yeah I lose my cool, I lose my cool sometimes