Yeah am for real... Anything soldier shit you know I´m saying...
Now this one for the pain that I felt over the years
This shit ain´t been the same ever since a nigga was lit Be too much on my brain make me wanna shed a tear I be tripping, reminiscing but I´m thankful I´m still here And I´m so misunderstood this the real soldier shit I never thought I´ll see the day where I could go legit I was just on a stroll with my cuzzo tryna flip Sell over 30 minutes he said ´You need more than this´
Cause we swanging better have your fur I got my fur, this shit be dangerous I woun´t tell no lie before I die I´ll go out banging Just tryna survive but this is the life of a gangster
It be hard to believe that I made it this far Made it when it was raining, boy that shit there left me scarred Often reminiscing about dasia, that shit hurt me to my heart No trauma auntie crazy cause she died right in her arms
And I made it to the funeral but wishing that I didn´t I been dreaming about that casket ever since I seen her in it I ain´t tryna see no casket, I ain´t tryna see no sinners My bitch don´t understand me and my family in they feelings They say I might win a Grammy fuck a Grammy I need a million
It hurt me that I hurt you can´t believe the way I did you I really thought that we´ll be married move away and have some children And I can´t even explain it, that shit be crazy
And I´m so misunderstood if I could ooh, then I would But I don´t get it, I admit it Pain that I´m feeling, make me wanna cry sometimes ooh It make me wanna cry sometimes yeah uh
And I´m so misunderstood If I could then I would But I don´t get it I admit it while reminiscing It make me cry sometimes, ooh oh Lord knows I cry sometimes
That real soldier shit though, you know that-that That pain shit don´t go no where like you know what I´m saying But sometimes I be in my feelings about this shit Am forever a soldier to soldier life, you know I´m saying Thug to the bone, you know I´m saying