I´ve never been confident Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls And it´s probably Something that I have learnt
Need to come to terms and be honest with But I´m too scared of what people might say I´m afraid Of everyone judging me Once they observe what I preserve And stop loving me Cos that just hurts I did it first And it´s cutting me Deeper than a knife ever could I´m no good
Give me strength I´ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself but I do it in private I´m so scared
I just can´t have you anywhere near me Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
I think I owe an apology To the kid I was when I was young Cos, I promised him That I´ll figure all this out by the time that he´d gotten here But that was a lie and I am still ashamed Cos I´m to blame
Ooh-ooh
The war that I´m fighting Is fought by a person I can´t see (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
And I´m lately I´m hiding
All cos of me
Give me strength I´ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself, but I do it in private I´m so scared I just can´t have you anywhere near me Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
Lost my head I´m not too proud of the way that I´m hiding Eyes are red Been months since I caught myself smiling I´m so scared I just can´t have you anywhere near me Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
Give me strength I´ve cried too many times Here in the quiet In my bed I hate myself but I do it in private I´m so scared I just can´t have you anywhere near me Cos what if you see me the way that I see me