Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can´t control my thoughts
No medication´s ever made them stop
All I think about is everything I´m not
Instead of everything I got

´Cause I´m scared they´re all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat ´em to the punchline, then I can´t get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I´m trying, but I don´t know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

´Cause sometimes, I just feel like I´m a freak
When I wake up, I just don´t like what I see
All the way from my head right down to my feet
I wish that I thought differently

But I´m scared they´re all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat ´em to the punchline, then I can´t get hurt

Yeah, I swear to God I´m trying, but I don´t know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

Change
Wonder if I´ll ever really change, mmm

´Cause I´m scared they´re all laughing, so I make the joke first
If I beat ´em to the punchline, then I can´t get hurt
Yeah, I swear to God I´m trying, but I don´t know how to be
How to be a good friend
To the voice inside my head that´s telling me I´m okay

Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
Yeah, I swear to God I´m trying, but I don´t know how to be
How to be a good friend to me

Thoughts
Sometimes, I just can´t control my thoughts