Wasn´t raised religious
But I wish that I was
Having nothing to believe in
It´s been killing my buzz

Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds
Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn´t know what to say

I´m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don´t even try ´cause I´m scared to fuck up
Don´t like to talk, I just lay in my bed
Don´t even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I´m too scared to take ´em
I try and I try, but I´m too sad to cry

Can´t tell my mama
It makes her worry
I´m not suicidal
Sometimes, the lines get all blurry

Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds
Played "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
And yesterday, I tried to pray
But I didn´t know what to say

I´m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don´t even try ´cause I´m scared to fuck up
Don´t like to talk, I just lay in my bed
Don´t even try to go out with my friends
I lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I´m too scared to take ´em
I try and I try, but I´m too sad to cry

I´m too sad to cry, too high to get up
Don´t even try ´cause I´m scared to fuck up
Don´t like to talk, I just stay in my bed

Don´t even try to go out with my friends
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
Gave me some pills, but I´m too scared to take ´em
I try and I try, but I´m too sad to cry