Caught running away again Thought by now I´d figured out The hell of my undoing It´s desperation to feel alive
I don´t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don´t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body
Is it in vain to think I´m worthy Of standing for something More than a body I am nothing, I am everything Failure finding balance in philosophy I am nothing, I am everything
Lost faith, didn´t want it Didn´t want things to be this way Lost faith, didn´t want it
I can tell by the look on your face You lost faith, you didn´t want this Felt shame now you´re running away? You lost faith, you didn´t want it Didn´t want things to be this way
I don´t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don´t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body
Didn´t really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself Didn´t really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself
I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you´re talking to me and manipulating And I know I´m no angel I think that´s okay I need you to feel something Sick and tired of waiting
I don´t wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don´t wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body